Pictures as promised. Sorry for the useless burning previous entry. LOL.

Summer has officially begun, lasting until April 17. Not bad. It’s the first of Summer today (officially) and I’m BORED. Just finished watching NANA and it was ok, nothing spectacular but worth the watch.

Next semester, I wouldn’t have any classes with any of my blockmates so I feel really sad. Yes, that’s the price I have to pay to get the IS tracks I want. I’m gonna miss you guys, I really hope we would still get together despite the dissolving of the blocks. Now I feel down. Boohoo. I can’t wait ’til 1st sem next year, because Summer’s just another phase. Another round (3) of Math 11. This sucks. I’m so dumb in Math. Dean’s Lister na dapat ako palagi kung hindi ko lang binabagsak ng binabagsak ito. Darnit. Anyway, the trip to Zambales was unforgettable thanks to D3 and Tito ‘Tats’ and MM’s Mom and Kuya Oscar. Ako lang ang nalasing sa buong block, nakakahiya sobrang ingay ko daw. Haha. Nag-videoke kami at naka-99 si Ja, si Mark naka 98 ata tapos ako naka 97 yay. Kumanta na naman ako ng Christian Bautista ballad, jologs na kung jologs pero idol ko talaga siya. Haha.

I hope I didn’t blurt out my thoughts regarding sensitive issues but I really think I did during the inuman thing na hindi naman sinabi sakin kung ano, at kung meron man talaga.

Regarding that ‘thing’, I think I should move on because honestly, there’s little drive for me to take the initiative and well, she’s taken. She’s nice, pretty, petite, smart. She’s everything I want from a girl. I really found something special but sometimes I feel that it’s just an infatuation, admiring her simple yet charming appeal. But as one of my friends put it, girls are the primary source of depression for us kasi wala rin namang nangyayari, we try to make an initiative but we never ever get a chance to really do make it. I guess I’d stay away from that and celebrate my 20th year of being single in June. Damn I’m old and Blanco keeps on reiterating my ‘totoy’ image. I guess it’s a sad fact that I’m forever gonna be seen as a kid, given my height and boyish looks. Kidding aside, sometimes I really wish people would see my mature side more kasi honestly, I’ve been through and done that with my childhood interests and activities among a lot of other stuff. I guess the over-sheltering of my parents during high school is reaping its rewards now, making me a kid still. Or I guess not. ARGH.

I’m gonna miss D3, every single one of you guys (except that dreaded one). Not being pessimistic but I think it’d be really hard for the whole block to get together as much as now next sem because IS is a very diverse course and well, my subjects are the most weird in the whole batch. I’m the first student who’s taking a computer-based management slash art and design subject track and even my course adviser scratches her head at what I want for my tracks. One of my greatest fears in the world is being alone, which was the recurring feeling I experienced for years now and only in college did I feel that I had real company who actually cares (well, high school can be an exception but college made my relationship with my HS barkada even stronger). The only sure classmate from D3 would be Ralph, who enrolled in the same IS elective as I do, Drawing & Illustration for Children. Maybe I should ask to shift the subject to the IS approaches thing.

Nag semi-inom nga pala kami sa Cantina andun pa si Mike Defensor. Gino, welcome back! Haha.

There, a lot of things vented out. Kapag ito lumabas sa google ewan ko na lang.